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    In 2022, Julian Lennon returned to music after an eleven-year hiatus with the album Jude. The album’s title references the nickname Paul McCarthy gave him after his father John Lennon and mother Cynthia divorced in 1968. Originally, McCarthy wrote the song “Hey Jules” to use the boy’s actual nickname, but McCarthy said that “Hey Jude” sounded better in the song. Julian began his musical career playing drums on his father’s album, Walls and Bridges on the song “Ya-Ya.” Following his father’s murder in 1980, Julian released his first album in 1984, titled Valotte, to critical acclaim and commercial success. Subsequent releases were not as well received, but Julian has been an active artist in music, photography, writing, and filmmaking. He has also done a lot of philanthropic work in Australia, Africa, and America for Indigenous groups and humanitarian aid.

    WHAT IS IT LIKE TO FEEL ALONE? Julian Lennon, the first-born son of John Lennon didn’t have an easy life. John had an affair with the Japanese multi-media artist Yoko Ono and divorced his wife Cynthia. After the divorce, Julian was estranged from his father until John briefly separated from Yoko and started dating his publicist May Peng. Julian has spoken openly about the emotional distance he felt from his father and the pain of growing up without much involvement from him. He described John as someone who was inconsistent—alternating between being loving and supportive during rare moments and cold or unavailable most of the time. John’s public image as a peace-loving figure sometimes contrasted with the reality of his private relationship with Julian, which caused Julian confusion and hurt. He has mentioned feeling overshadowed by John’s later focus on his second son, Sean Lennon, who John had with Yoko Ono. Despite the difficult relationship, Julian has expressed understanding of his father’s struggles with fame, personal identity, and fatherhood. Over the years, Julian has also said that he’s come to terms with the complex legacy of being John Lennon’s son. While the two never fully reconciled before John died in 1980, Julian has continued to honor his father’s memory, even though their relationship remained unresolved.

    OPEN YOUR HEART AND YOU’LL GO FAR. When John Lennon was murdered in 1980, Julian gave an interview with Playboy talking about how distant he was from his father. Julian was part of his father’s post-divorce life because his girlfriend May Peng asked to see the boy. Julian even used Peng’s photograph of him at age 11 as the cover of his latest album Jude. Julian remained close to Paul McCartney. He told The Washington Post in 2015  “Paul and I used to hang about quite a bit … more than Dad and I did. We had a great friendship going and there seems to be far more pictures of me and Paul playing together at that age than there are pictures of me and my dad.” McCartney’s mentorship helped Julian throughout his life, except for an accidental snub at Paul’s wedding to Nancy Shevell in 2015. While Julian has critcized his father for his hypocrisy–preaching love and peace but not acting on it, Julian’s public life has been, in some ways, a fullfilment of his father’s ideals put into practice with philanthropy and even reconciliation with his father’s widow Yoko Ono after Julian sued for a more equitable part of John’s estate. Although Julian had a complicated relationship with his father, he not only shares genetics with the late prophet of rock music but his legacy as well.

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  • Alex Warren was nine years old when his father died of terminal kidney cancer. Before his passing, Warren’s dad left Alex with a love for music. Alex’s father bought his son a Fender guitar and introduced him to the music ‘90s and ‘00s groups such as Coldplay, Train, and Linkin Park. His mother’s alcoholism after his father’s death caused Alex to leave home as a teenager, even sleeping in a friend’s car for a time. Alex pursued music in the age of YouTube, Instagram, and TikTok. In 2019, he was a founding member of a teen TikTok collective called The Hype House. In 2021, he began releasing music. His first single, “One More I Love You” dealt with his father’s death. Warren signed to Atlantic Records in 2022 and has released music steadily while creating other content on YouTube and TikTok.


    THEN YOUR SHADOW GROWS LONGER ON THE GROUND. Yesterday, Alex Warren announced his debut album will be released on September 27th. You’ll Be Alright Kid (Chapter 1) will feature ten tracks, some new and some from as early as 2022, such as that year’s single “Chasing Shadows.” The song compares trying to hold on to the past as futile as trying to catch a shadow. The song points out that as the hours of the day pass, the positions of the shadows change, constantly changing where the shadows appear. We can wait for the moment the next day, but the factors of weather,  the slight changes in day length, and the changes in the landscape may make it impossible to experience the shadow the same way as before. Likewise, it’s hard to repeat a moment that occurred organically. As we try to keep our rituals and traditions, we may try to replicate the ideal of that event, as in Aristotle’s form. Still, ultimately we only chase shadows of that event as Pluto suggests in his Allegory of the Cave.

    ONLY SEE YOU IN THIS SILHOUETTE. Today, “Chasing Shadows” means two things to me. The first has to do with how the mid-September heat is literally causing us to chase shadows to not get scorched by the sun. The second has to do more with my idea of Fall. A few years ago, I lamented to a friend that I never get to enjoy my favorite season. Fall is one of the busiest seasons for teachers as it’s back-to-school season. Transitioning from being a pretty good student to a teacher, I never had a job that went at a normal pace in the fall. It went from term papers and projects to syllabus making and grading. The crisp Autumn days I remember from growing up in the hills of upstate New York seemed to be pressed deeper past the equinox further south. But years into my teaching career, I’ve been able to make time for personal seasonal rituals, but they certainly aren’t the same. This year, the fall is shaping up to be just a little cooler than the hottest summer on record. I just want to feel cold and wear my burnt orange sweater. I guess that I’m just chasing the shadows of a season that may no longer exist.
     

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    In 1999, Delirious? released their sophomore album Mezzamorphosis. The album was a sharp departure from their 1997 debut album King of Fools and the band’s previous work, formerly under the moniker Cutting Edge, a worship band formed in 1992 as part of a youth ministry in Littlehampton, England. The band changed their name to Delirious? when they decided to tour and market their music internationally. The band’s first big Christian Rock single internationally, “Deeper” raised interest in the band’s worship music. Songs such as “I Could of Your Love Forever,” “Shout to the North,” and “Did You Feel the Mountains Tremble?” became standards sung in youth groups and in the contemporary church services that had become popular around the world in the ‘90s. Mezzamorphosis was an album that had worshipful moments, but it was mostly a rock album with subtle worshipful moments.

    MY TEFLON COAT IS WEARING THIN. Christian Rock’s British Invasion happened around Oasis and Blur was making chart success in America. Worship leaders Matt Redman and Tim Hughes and the rock band Delirious? were mostly the extent of British Christian artists impacting America in the ‘90s. As a rock band, Delirious? was a bit of a genre chameleon. Lead singer Martin Smith was inspired to take the band full-time after reading a biography about U2’s Bono while being hospitalized after a car accident. The anthemic choruses on King of Fools draw unmistakable U2 comparisons as does much of Delirious’s worship music. In Delirious’s live shows, Smith captures Bono-like charisma, drawing listeners into a worshipful experience. Of course, the choruses of Delirious’s work hand in hand with Smith’s spoken interludes, creating a euphoric atmosphere like a U2 concert, though Delirious? chose to focus their audience on worship. The band’s 1999 sophomore album is unlike anything else in their discography. The band experiments with industrial synthesizers as well as hard rock on songs like “Heaven” and “Bliss.” 

    MY CYNICAL CLOTHING WILL FALL FROM ME. Delirious’s Mezzamorphosis had several anthemic choruses on songs such as “Follow” and “See the Star,” but the band seemed to tap into a bleaker sound, taking influence from Radiohead and possibly The Verve. The album also sounds like Delirious? had been listeners to both Coldplay and Muse before either group broke out internationally, with “Beautiful Sun” sounding as moody as the songs on Parachutes and “Heaven” being not unlike “Muscle Museum” or “Plug In Baby.” The album takes its title as a mash-up of two of the songs “Mezzanine Floor” and “Metamorphosis.” Just as with King of Fools, Mezzamorphosis produced several crossover hits on the UK singles chart. The album’s lyrical content may be the most secular a Delirious? album ever got as the band took another sharp departure back into worship music with their 2000 album Glo. The lyrics of Mezzamorphosis deal with being torn between the Christian and the general market. As frontman Martin Smith sings about being stuck on the “Mezzanine Floor,” the band seems to be in musical purgatory of being “too Christian” and “secular sellouts.” with the album being released separately on Virgin Records and Sparrow Records in America. Virgin Records omitted the songs “Kiss Your Feet” and “Jesus’ Blood” from Delirious’ American release but Sparrow Records included the songs. Meanwhile, the album was almost banned in Christian bookstores due to the lyrics of “It’s O.K.,” mentioning drinking wine and a girl who is “as pretty as hell.” Ultimately, in the album’s second title track, Smith exclaims, “I know one day I will be free / My cynical clothing will fall from me / Flying high in the blink of an eye.” Ultimately, Mezzamorphosis was a turning point in Delirious’ career. They could have explored the musical and lyrical landscape they created for the album, but ultimately, they ventured back to the safety of church worship music. 



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    Hollywood entered a golden age starting in the 1930s. The silent film era was coming to a close and films like The Wizard of Oz were including technicolor. As part of the multi-sensory experience of going to the theater, filmmakers, harkening to film’s cousin, the live theater, opted not for realism but for artistic takes on the material adapted for the screen. One popular storytelling motif was the inclusion of original songs, often sung by the stars portraying the main characters on the screen. Because songs often didn’t push the film’s plot forward, their inclusion made short films the classic 80-minute (or longer) movie length to excruciatingly long.

    I’VE GOT A KNACK FOR HIDING IN THE BACK. After the 1950s, musical films began to decline. Directors opted for realism rather than characters bursting into song. Although on the decline, musical films still left impressions on viewers from these times. Viewers may ask if Mrs. Bucket’s “Cheer Up, Charlie” is necessary for the plot of Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, but the Oompa Loompa’s songs certainly are. As live-action musical films declined, animated films kept most of these elements, with most Disney animations including an original soundtrack of iconic songs. While musicals may not have been as popular on the big screen, Broadway and The West End continued to keep the genre alive with composers like Stephen Sondheim and Andrew Lloyd Webber. But even as producers explored dark or comical themes, some felt that musical theater was not for them. They may have felt like musical theater has a certain culture or fanbase that they didn’t identify with, which can lead to feelings of being an outsider or not understanding the enthusiasm that others have for it. Others felt annoyed by the seemingly inauthentic way that the suspension of disbelief was broken by a song. For all of those non-Broadway fans, producers started making fun of itself with musical comedies for viewers who would normally hate musicals. Shows as early as 1982’s Little Shop of Horrors to 2003’s Avenue Q to 2011’s The Book of Mormon were shows that people who would have never been caught dead on The West End laughed raucously. 

    MAYBE THESE FRIGHTENED FEET WILL SNEAK INTO THE LIGHT. Last year, AppleTV+ aired the second season of Shmegadoon! The first season imagined what it would be like if an unsuspecting couple were to wander into a 1930s-style musical. The magical world of the series’s first season was built on strong musical actors–Dove Cameron, Kristin Chenoweth, Aaron Tveit–and trusted comedians (who can also sing)–Keegan-Michael Key, Cecily Strong, Alan Cumming, Fred Armisen, Martin Short, among others. But when Key and Strong’s Josh Skinner and Melissa Gimble try to go back to the magical town of Schmegadoon in the second season to seek escape from their real-world problem of being unable to conceive a child, they are greeted with the dark and dingy city of Schmicago, which ultimately gives the couple new problems to face. The plot of season two is influenced by the darker musicals of the 1950s and ‘60s; however, the parodies of those musicals are just as ridiculous and fun as the first season. In the fifth and penultimate episode of season 2, Strong sings the song “Maybe It’s My Turn Now.” The song is about overcoming feelings of inadequacy. Josh and Melissa are so distracted in the dark world of Schmicago that they temporarily forget their problems. Yet, when they overcome the problems in the dingy city–the main challenge of finding a happy ending in a genre that doesn’t lend itself to happy endings–they learn that “every day can be ‘A Happy Beginning.’”




  •  I would argue that since reputationTaylor Swift has made a career based on revenge. The singer-songwriter is extremely intentional and calculated when releasing new singles and albums. Last year, Swift released yet another deluxe edition of Midnightsthis time calling it The Til Dawn Editionfeaturing a new song and two remixes. When she first released Midnights   in October of 2022, many listeners were wondering what was different about the album. It felt like reputation but the singer was in a steady relationship with English actor Joe Alwyn, and everything was going great, right? right?


    KARMA IS A CAT PURRING ON MY LAP. When tabloids started reporting that Taylor Swift and Joe Alwyn had split in early April this year, the pointed lyrics of Midnights started to make a little more sense. Was Swift reacting to the expectations–from others or even Alwyn– that their relationship should end in marriage? Could the singer stay in a “1950s shit” “Lavender Haze” forever? The commentary about the end of the relationship is endless online right now. Swift reportedly moved on and began dating Matthew “Matty” Healy, the lead singer of English rock band The 1975. Healy and Swift had been friends for a while and worked on music together, and some have speculated that this collaboration was a wedge in the Swift-Alwyn relationship. I think of Taylor Swift as a master collaborator, even creating a universe around the artists she’s worked with and kind of force field blocking other artists, usually those who support her enemies like Scooter Braun. Usually, when the “Taylorverse” expands, there are some awesome crossovers between Swifties and other fandoms. We can see this with Swift inviting guests on stage at her shows from classic rockers like Mick Jagger to LGBTQ+ icons like Tegan and Sara and MUNA. The Taylorverse has expanded into dad rock with Aaron Desnner and The National, to indie rock with the Phoebe Bridgers, to sad girl pop with Lorde and recently Lana Del Rey, to pop punk with ParamorePanic! at the Disco, and Fall Out Boy–and of course, her maintained relationships in the country music community. 

    SPIDERBOY, KING OF THIEVES. Taylor Swift’s relationship with The 1975’s Matty Healy divided fans. Healy’s list of controversies, especially for racism came to light again just as Swift and Healy were seen at each others’ shows. One particularly damning comment was Healy’s comment about up-and-coming rapper Ice Spice. Just as the public was reminded of Healy’s comments and starting to realize who the Gen-Z rapper was, Taylor Swift announced 1) a new edition of Midnights 2) a special guest performance during her New Jersey leg of the tour, and 3) that guest would also be on the remix of the track “Karma.” Of course, the guest was Ice Spice, and of course, we didn’t hear about the conversations between Swift, Healy, and Ice Spice. Midnights continues to break sales and streaming records, and “Karma” (remix) debuts at number 2 on Billboard’s Hot 100 chart. Matty and Taylor live happily ever–like the Russell Brand to former rival Katy Perry, like the romanticized problematic bad boys in Lana Del Rey songs. Nope. In the true fashion of a Taylor Swift album cycle, the musicians broke up, reportedly amicably. This whirlwind romance isn’t nothing new to Swift; maybe it feels a little old. But what’s new is the “living album” cycle. I just hope that Swift is happy. No shade intended. 

  • When Lady Gaga returned to dance-pop on 2020’s Chromatica, she didn’t shake off substance from her lyrics. The music of Lady Gaga’s fifth album seems carefree, but on a deeper listen, the singer bears her sole, revealing aspects of Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta, who lies beneath the surface of the persona. The album is divided into three acts, separated by three instrumental string interludes. As listeners get deeper into the sixteen-track album, Gaga gets more and more honest. One of her most personal moments on the album is “911,” a song that details the singer’s struggles with substances, medicine, and mental health.


    MY BIGGEST ENEMY IS ME. In “911,” Lady Gaga examines her mental state when she uses the antipsychotic Olanzapine. In a similar way that Americans can dial 9-1-1 to receive emergency services, Gaga refers to the drug as her means to escape her “biggest enemy.” When speaking with Zane Lowe for an Apple Music interview promoting Chromatica, Gaga said of “911,” “I can’t always control things that my brain does, and I have to take medication to stop the process that occurs.” The highly symbolic music video directed by filmmaker Tarsem Singh has been said to be an allegorical description of Gaga’s altered sense of reality without the aid of Olanzapine. Singh and Gaga created a music video interweaving Gaga’s message with Southwestern Spanish-Catholic and Native American religious symbolism and the style of the 1969 Armenian film The Color of Pomegranates. Singh’s filmmaking career began with music videos in the ‘90s, notably directing R.E.M.’s “Losing My Religion,”  but began working exclusively in advertising and movies. Gaga’s “911” was the first music video the director made in twenty-six years. Though having limited knowledge of Gaga’s music, Singh was able to capture the essence of Lady Gaga’s visual representation. 

    CAN’T SEE ME CRYING, THIS IS THE END. Lady Gaga began experiencing chronic pain after suffering a significant hip injury in 2013. During her Born This Way Ball tour, she had to cancel the remaining shows due to a labral tear in her right hip, which required surgery. This injury marked the beginning of her struggles with chronic pain. Following the surgery, Gaga developed fibromyalgia, a condition characterized by widespread musculoskeletal pain, fatigue, and other symptoms such as sleep, memory, and mood issues. She has spoken about the intense, debilitating pain that comes with fibromyalgia, describing it as something that affects both her body and her mind. Lady Gaga has not publicly specified exactly when she began taking Olanzapine. However, she first mentioned her use of the medication during her promotion for her 2020 album Chromatica. The song “911” from Chromatica references her experience with Olanzapine, indicating that she had been on the medication for some time leading up to the album’s release. While she hasn’t provided a precise timeline, it is clear that Olanzapine became part of her treatment regimen as she worked on her mental health in the years preceding the album. By sharing her experiences with Olanzapine and mental health in general, Lady Gaga has aimed to destigmatize the use of psychiatric medications and encourage open conversations about mental health challenges.

     

  • Between cleaning up at the 2015 Grammy Awards for In the Lonely Hour and 2020’s Love GoesSam Smith‘s music lost momentum with listeners. Of course, a lot has happened to the singer since then. In 2015, Smith was an openly gay Grammy-winning artist. In 2019, the singer came out as non-binary, telling the BBC, “I do think like a woman sometimes, in my head. Sometimes I’ve questioned, ‘Do I want a sex change?’” Since coming out as non-binary, the singer has embraced both the masculine and the feminine in their videos, concerts, and album promotions. Not only did the singer’s sexuality evolve, but also their musical versatility, from a gospel-inspired second record (The Thrill of It All), a Bond theme (“Writing’s on the Wall“), featured in a Calvin Harris track (“Promises“), a dance-pop record in 2020–nothing seemed beyond the scope of the singer, though never they quite matching the success of In the Lonely Hour.

    MUMMY DON’T KNOW DADDY’S GETTING HOT AT THE BODY SHOP. Unholy” was the lead single from Sam Smith’s fourth record, GloriaIt’s a shocking song and video that made our friends over at PluggedIn call it “next-level vile.” Writing about the song before the context of the music video, and taking the lyrics of the song quite literally as a “celebratory tone used to praise a man for lying to his wife, ignoring his children and visiting a prostitute whenever he so pleases,” the critic Kristin Smith lambastes the song. And even though Smith correctly points out the literal message of the song, it seems that there’s something else going on. But because our dear friends at Focus on the Family didn’t have the video at the time of the review, let’s start there. The video (see below) is truly an avant-garde statement complete with an introduction, elaborate costumes, and a Cabaretstyled dance sequence. The Body Shop scenes–a dinner-theater-styled sex club–aren’t too graphic to be censored on YouTube, but the viewers certainly get the idea about what is happening at this club, which is MC’ed by Smith. Famed Italian-Canadian music video and film director Floria Sigismondi directed “Unholy.” She has directed videos for Marylin MansonThe White StripesKaty Perry, and other artists as well as directing episodes of The Handmaiden’s Tale and American Gods

    DIRTY, DIRTY BOY. The experience for the viewer entering “The Body Shop” is not unlike watching two newlyweds whose car has broken down in front of a Victorian mansion in the 1973 cult classic musical The Rocky Horror Picture Show. Tim Curry as the “Sweet Transvestite from Transexual, Transylvania” beckons Brad and Janet: “Give yourself over to absolute pleasure.” While The Rocky Horror Picture Show is still shocking today to the Focus on the Family types and even caused my parents to mutter about Tim Curry when my sisters and I watched Muppet Treasure Island and later  Clue. But even some conservative types can see the artistic merit of doing the “Time Warp.” Fast forward to 2022 and 2023 when Smith and Kim Petras performed the song at the Grammy’s, we can ask the question about the artistic merit of “Unholy” and whether or not it meets its goals to promote a conversation. I can think of several merits, though I’m not sure that these are intentional statements. Both statements have to deal with sexuality and sexual/gender identity. In some ways, the video is styled like a sexy hip-hop video–singer Kim Petras acting as the featured singer. Smith is not rapping, but the lines feel like rapping. The video subverts the homo- and transphobia in hip-hop’s past. The video features dancers who are trans, non-binary, and sis-gendered, showing the spectrum that gender can display. And that’s the first point I think the video is making: that gender fluidity is shocking to many these days, but it’s ultimately something we have to come to understand. Drag and alternative gender expressions were once kept in very specific spaces–“The Body Shop,” for example, where people go to have a good time whether or not they are hiding their true identity from the world or even their spouses. Now alternative gender expressions are hitting mainstream culture–even among straight-cis-identifying men like Timothée Chalamet wearing a red dress to the film premiere of Bones and All and Harry Styles wearing a blouse Trans and non-binary people are becoming more visible, and it’s creating a backlash among the vocal Evangelical few. The second point I make is the right to exist. In a democratic society, why should the rights of one religion be valued above the rights of other religions and non-religious folks? Pride parades were designed to shock onlookers, to show everyone that the LGBTQ+ community exists and that in a free society, people shouldn’t have to apologize for their existence. When I first wrote about this song, I pointed out that the possibly intended point that the song makes is the hypocrisy of a man having an affair at a sex club and how many repressed conservative Evangelicals and politicians fall into this trap. However, no matter how the so-called “Gay Agenda” is packaged, even if it is as innocuous as a monogamous, churchgoing lesbian couple in a small town on a primetime show, Evangelicals are hell-bound to push their agenda for a closeted to a conversion camp existence for anyone outside of the bounds of a monogamous opposite-sexed marriage. Many in the LGBTQ+ community grew up around this religion. They were told that if they embraced themselves fully, they would go to hell. This has scared many for generations into the closet, into unfulfilling lives. What’s the other choice, but to be “Unholy”?


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    Did you have a good brat summer? This has been another incredible year for women in pop music, from Ariana Grande to Sabrina Carpenter, as women have dominated the pop charts. The competition for a number 1 album has been fierce with so many strong releases by Dua Lipa, Billie Eilish, and Chappell Roan so far failing to reach the summit of Billboard’s 200 Albums Chart.  Besides the K-pop idol groups Twice and Stray Kids; country singers Morgan Wallen and the late Toby Keith; and rappers 21 Savage, ¥$ (Kanye West and Ty Dolla $ign), Future and Metro Boomin, Eminem, and Post Malone; female pop singers held the number one spot for 22 weeks so far this year. Only Taylor Swift, Ariana Grande, Beyoncé, and Sabrina Carpenter have occupied the top spot as female pop acts. 


    SHOCK YOU LIKE DEFIBRILLATORS. Of the 22 weeks that the female pop superstars spent atop Billboard’s 200 Albums Chart, Taylor Swift has claimed 17 of those weeks, and her latest album, The Tortured Poets Department holds 15 of those weeks with 1989 (Taylor’s Version) holding the other two weeks. Swift has been criticized for bolstering her numbers with multiple special editions of her latest album, both digital and physical. The Tortured Poets Department prevented Dua Lipa’s Radical Optimism and Billie Eilish’s HIT ME HARD AND SOFT from going to number 1. But there was another unexpected pop success this summer. Charlotte Emma Aichison, aka Charli xcx released her sixth studio record, brat. The British singer reached number 2 on the UK album charts and on Billboard’s album sales. Charli had become an indie pop darling after achieving modest success in the 2010s on the pop charts. But brat with its viral TikTok hits, memes, and nods to the “Club classics” was a call back to the discotheque after years of anxiety killed the spirit of the optimistic ‘10s. Coinciding with the album’s June 7 release, hashtags started trending for “brat summer.” The singer talked about the writing process in an Instagram post, talking about “doing whatever the fuck [she] want[ed] to” and saying, “Fuck it, it’s brat,” rather than analyzing the consequences of her musical choices. 


    WORK ANGELS, YEAH. Charli xcx’s writing mantra became a big part of #bratsummer. Other trending hashtags “feral girl summer” and “rat girl summer” took on similar brat vibes. The album continued to keep up momentum in an unexpected way. On July 21, President Joe Biden announced that he would not seek re-election and that he would endorse his vice president Kamala Harris. The next day, Charli xcx endorsed Harris’s candidacy, introducing a new hashtag: “Kamala Is brat.” Although xcx is British and cannot vote in U.S. elections, young American voters began to get excited about having a candidate more interested in young voters. Memes of Harris spread across Instagram, TikTok, and X, particularly of her saying “You think I just fell out of a coconut tree,” often with Charli xcx’s songs playing in the viral clips. Last week, Charli declared an end to #bratsummer, something that many fans weren’t ready for. The singer’s tweet made international news due to the impact the singer had made this year. Fans are scrambling to figure out what the end of this era could mean. Charli xcx doesn’t seem to be planning a retirement and cutting the promotion of the summer album after three months seems counterproductive in the extremely competitive music business. It seems, though, that Charli’s definition of brat will live on for quite some time. Will it pay off at the polls?


  •  For some musical acts, it takes a while for their audience to take them seriously. Take for example Relient K. After three records of lyrics about Marylin Manson eating girlfriends, manipulating emotional girls to wear mood rings, and fantasizing about showing up to an ’80s-themed prom in a pink tux listening to Tears for Fears, the band scored two mainstream pop hits from their not-quite-as-cheeky Mmhmm album. 

    TOO OLD TO BE GROWING UP.  Relient K’s latest effort Air for Free was released in 2016 and the band continues to tour with the record. While the band gets playful with songs like “Local Construction,” “Cat,” “Mrs. Hippopotamuses‘” and “Elephant Parade,” there are serious moments on the record. One of the most serious songs is “Man,” the fifth track. Relient K’s early music was almost exclusively punk rock–electric guitar, bass, drums, and vocals. But little by little, Relient K began introducing other instruments–acoustic guitars, piano/ keys–and production elements. Now the band freely incorporates piano without fears of not being punk rock. Today’s song is both lyrically and musically masterful. Starting out at a laid-back pace, “Man” gradually gains tempo. In a 2016 interview, lead singer Matt Thiessen stated that “Man” is a follow-up to the band’s album-closing tracks for Forget and Not Slow DownThis Is the End” and “(If You Want It).” To signify the growing urgency in the song, the tempo continuously speeds up until the final chorus which presents the lyrics as a swirling round. 

    I SPENT THE LAST SIX YEARS LIKE HOFFMAN IN THE SWIMMING POOL.Man” is, coincidentally, the third track this month that references Peter Pan following Tyson Motsenbocker‘s “Wendy Darling” and Anberlin‘s “Godspeed.” Peter Pan is often used in songs and literature as a symbol of the struggle between staying young and growing up. The beginning of the song references Dustin Hoffman in The Graduatespending his summer in the pool, eyes locked on Mrs. Robinson (Anne Bancroft), waiting to see where life will take the young man. The song also subtly references one of the band’s covers, the Veggie Tales silly song “The Pirates Who Don’t Do Anything.” In “Man” the speaker feels the gravity of waiting around for life to happen. As time is slipping away, the speaker has many impulses: hide from it, try to delay it, die prematurely, but ultimately he realizes he has to face it. There also seems to be some regret for the singer’s careless attitude in the past alluded to in the song’s lines. With millennials and Zoomers demanding accountability for misogamy and homophobia in Christian and secular media, many songs and artists have suffered losses in streams and have become irrelevant. Just this year, Matt Thiessen apologized for the problematic lyrics in “Mood Rings” after a TikToker went viral with a message about how the song stereotyped young women as emotionally turbulent forces in a young man’s life. While much of Relient K’s most remembered tracks may be muddied by some of their past statements, it seems that the band is waking up and seeing the role they played in it and taking accountability. 

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  • Last month was the first month that I didn’t include an Anberlin song since I started my blog. It also happens to be the month the band released their eighth album, Vega. These facts are related, though my exclusion of Anberlin last month was more of a symptom of the underlying problem than a deliberate exclusion. Anberlin is still my favorite, and skipping one month of them still makes them my most blogged-about artist. I’ve talked about the choices they’ve made over the years from the break-up to the reunion to the lockdown livestreams to the new music to the indefinite hiatus of frontman Stephen Christian and the joining of Memphis May Fire’s frontman Matty Mullins. Now the band has entered their Vega era–a chaotic time that guitarist Christian McAlhaney has said in multiple interviews that the band is “making it up as they go.” 


    I WANT TO BE THE QUIET IN STORMS I SILVERLINE. On the Church Jams Now! Podcast in 2022, the hosts mostly “flopped” Silverline, the EP that spearheaded what would become the Vega era. I’m glad that Anberlin’s latest project exists. I think that many of the songs are great individually. I would have given anything for the hope that Vega could exist when I was dealing with a very hard 2014, and my favorite band also decided to break up. I also admire that Anberlin seems to be more of a DIY band these days. This aspect has improved their music videos. Their album art, however, seems to lack the classic Ryan Clark look that we expect from an Anberlin album. The post-Tooth & Nail Records, Equal Vision Records period of Anberlin seems to be AI-generated artwork. The band seems personally involved rather than an expensive team making Anberlin a brand. Silverline and Convinced featured ethereal forms on the cover, but Vega looks like a pair of earrings from Claire’s at first glance. Looking closer, it could be two stars or two electrons. Anberlin hasn’t always been a visually-driven band. Their first music videoReadyfuels” will testify to that. 


    AM I ASKING TOO MUCH? The problem with Silverline was ultimately a lack of focus that all of Anberlin’s albums contained in their discography. Every album had a cohesive sound, often following a formula modeled in their early works. Silverline, as the first part of a two-part EP project, lacked a formula and ultimately lacked cohesion. The band diverged into hard rock–heavier than most of their discography– and alternative pop. All of these elements had been bread-crumbed throughout their discography, but they seemed to have worked harder in the past to make seemingly contradictory sounds mix together well. For example, Devotion was a compilation of Vital, B-sides, and experimental new tracks, but they sold the concept by mixing the songs together in a flowing progression. Silverline, Convinced, and Vega don’t flow, and maybe they need more songs on the EPs and the LP to lead the listener on that journey. What made me the most disappointed was the lack of original content Vega contained. Just three more songs could have made the album both cohesive and exciting for longtime fans who would be eager to see where the ten songs fit into the full record. What may have been better, though, is EP-only tracks. As Vega took shape, the final tracks “Body Language,” “Asking,” and “Nothing More” felt tacked on at the end. Vega was an album that was screaming to be heavy, but the band didn’t want to waste the calmer moments. I wish that band had given us more content, using their two EPs as source material. But I think I’m asking too much.